Its a tragic disease, Jealousy that is. Have you ever experienced it? I bet you have I know I have. This post is in no way here to cause drama or otherwise merely to point out how certain individuals pick on others within the community, I wish I could say all of these and the post would probably make better sense, alas I can't.
I've often been jealous at some gals now and again (shoe related) I do get a bit jealous sometimes when I see a flash car go down the street (Being stuck in Cork all the time you'll understand ) and yes I do get Jealous sometimes at other stuff.
But I never seem to get Jealous over other peoples success, as I understand, they are all individuals who have worked hard for where they are at the moment.
I worked hard to get where I am and I'm very grateful for everyones support and do look forward to more in the future. Yet...not amied at any member on this forum, but for those of us out there who are not members of this sacred homo Doc who read this forum and more importantly are reading this thread/post, I bet ye too feel that pang of jealousy, I bet it isn't even Jealousy I bet it's ignorance.
Not getting on a high horse, dear no! I'm only 20 for gods sake and still have a long way to go, I know I'm not perfect and never claimed to be nor will and god forbid I know where improvements are to be made and I'm the last person to take myself seriously, but yet, it amazes me at the low level of "maturity" these Queens seem to have, the wild spatted rumours they throw about all crying, kicking and clawing for top position of "Attention Whore"...it really does amaze me that at 20 years of age I seem to bring awful "suffering" within these low dogs lives that they can't stand the sight of me, can't bare not to talk about me, can't live without me [=;] I must be doing something right...
Everyone has a voice and ye know who ye are, but more importantly, I don't care who ye are. And more importantly again if you want to be false to me, please talk to the vacant space I will gladly leave behind, I don't feel the need to be false you shouldn't either, I tell it as it is I'm a no bull shitting person and if you can't make the effort I certainly won't.
Queens will be Attention seeking twits and thats all ye ever will be and will amount to nothing less.
Somethings very rotting in Cork and not just against me but against other people as well on and off this forum within various groups etc.
Heres how to fix it:
1 - If ye hear something then ask the source of the rumour eg "OMG I Like soooooooooo heard Kookie is selling cookies at the Lifestyle weekend" (My arse lol) (which in turn for example is twisted to) "OMG I LIKE sooooooooooo heard Kookie is selling heroin to clubbers at the door of this fabulous venue in plain sight of secuirty but like they aren't stopping her cause like shes an alien from Uranus who gives them gold and jewels and stuff and because like shes sooooooo like omg a totooooooool weirdo and stuff but like omg I can't say anymore cause like I don't know what to say cause that tv program doesnt let me say anymore cause I cant come up with somethign original, like", cause otherwise all your going to get is a load of old shit and something that so twisted it's lost its orignal meaning, chinese whispers springs to mind.
2 - If ye don't know the person, then obviously you have two choices, Don't bother with them or get to know them.
3 - Refer here and then here
I do hope this brings to attention the Jealousy, the lies, the queens and the complete ejits on this scene not against me but for others out there as well who are facing similiar problems.
It really is a shame (And heres your discussion point) that Jealousy (Not against me, but in general) is amongst us gays. I unfortuntly will be carrying on as usual but with a little (I lie, a huge) help from my friends, theres going to be changes...watch this space.
Jealousy amongst the gay
Blog entry posted by KookieDuMarché, Mar 27, 2009.