trans frustration

Not sure how many other people understand this feeling in the morning.That stage between pyjamas and actually daytime clothes??What I mean is ,when i wake im actually me for real.....Yet when it comes time to getting dressed for work,i so hate it...and it actually had ruined most days of my life insofar as leaving the house with a bounce in my step..If that makes sense...
anyway,ive never written a blog so this is my first....hope someone feels the same or even understands...